Staying optimistic is exhausting venting feel like bitching like I'm
whining circle vicious and I'm caught in it often not gone be effect
more like the causer know that order tall but the measure not how low
you get but how far you can fall from they can stay lost if I lost em
everything I say is dual like exhaust level headed nigga mind swimming
augmented dilemmas pinned up aggression identity like the water
speaking of it striving to stay above it poverty like a mindstaste
still tryna recover trying not to become it thought of it tie my
stomach leaving the way you come wit nothing somebody love me want
another and another my sister and my brother the nigga that don't know
me from joe blow I could touch em wit a song I remind em they never
really alone
Im going against convention correctly I'm never wrong from intention
you might just lack a dimension up in yo soul you cutting my dope shit
wit yo energy stepping on it and twisting selling that for yo benefit
bought control of opinion don't want me as no enemy cuz you gone have
to finish me shit gone go to infinity like a fifty beef I hold a
grudge like holding my Hennessy I never blacked out I wanna cash out
they say don't fall for that capped out nigga maxed out where my
ballers at all I ever needed was some paper nigga all facts can't deny
it that would mean to give it all back

Take my hand never be alone long as I'm with you
You send my ego crashing down

What if I told you I know the way but it go against everything that
you know I can see you infatuated with pain you don't love it then why
you won't let it go I know people identify with they word don't take
my advice so personal you might think I'm being too harsh but this
what it sound like when I'm alone


Never needed much but in the same breathe I a nigga wanted everything
be contempt think abundantly you could never be lonely never be hungry
be worthless or not deserving of some kind of peace I'm protecting
mine by any means I be where the vibes at this ain't for yo mind doe
dis shit for yo mindset this a differenct dialect this ain't no get
back lyrical pissing contest even though i rhyme best beside that 4
past 440 am a baby born into poverty from the ethers of infancy needed
purpose feeling helpless invisible and that stream of consciousness
that I adopted kept me further from the surface outta balance I know
we go from challenge i know the place the ego take you to feel the
validation the opposite of the soul mine dying of thirst rewind me
back to 2009 I left the earth been blinded what could beat present
time to lift the curse remind me to stop watching my life play in
reverse like mine gotta be cursed find what i deserve alliances I
deserted to shine painted a version of me in the worst light
ironically so it serve they failure to make it seem like I'm why it
didn't work father fuck em they gone be used or be useless the side
of love we blind to in a true sense bend the rules for the homie and
they gone play they self outta position this for the niggas that
forgot the mission out necessity evolved to being self sufficient till
I'm the only person i needed to see my vision


What if I told you I know the way but it go against everything that
you know I can see you infatuated with pain you don't love it then why
you won't let it go I know people identify with they word don't take
my advice so personal you might think I'm being too harsh but this
what it sound like when I'm alone