Mildew

by Jack Larsen

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debut LP from emerging psychedelic pop artist, Jack Larsen. Includes "Spirit", "Vanity" and "I Became My Brother"

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released October 23, 2019

all songs written, produced and performed by Jack Larsen

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Track Name: Spirit
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today

Oh, honey just cut me deep
I'm sinning
I cannot breathe
I'm drugging out all my dreams
and living so quietly
In America
Oh, America

She said don't focus on the means
The money
The moldy things
I'm chucking up everything
and letting myself unleash
In America
Oh, America

Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Bang, bang
What's your name?
I'm moving through everything
What you see is what you say
I ain't going out today
Track Name: Rigid
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip

I saw my family cry when I blurred the lines
Never tried to hide the way I write my life
I saw my patience die the day I found my pride
Wishing I was blind and running out of time

And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip
Take another hit
Pour a little sip
I swear I’m gonna quit
And I really wanna
Trip

I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline
I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline
I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline
I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline
I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline
I cannot find my peace of mind
Am I missing all the signs?
Why do I gotta sacrifice my storyline
My storyline

Roll marijuana
Smoke marijuana
More marijuana
For paranoia
Yeah, you know the drill
Not controlling how I feel
And I’m always fucking up when I don’t wanna
Roll marijuana
Smoke marijuana
More marijuana
For paranoia
Yeah, you know the drill
Not controlling how I feel
And I’m always fucking up when I don’t wanna

God damn I called my bluff
Wasting all my luck
I don’t wanna hit the ground if I ain’t gonna get back up
Money hit me with that bounce bounce
Calling me a schmuck
Just another runner-up
I think I finally had enough
God damn I called my bluff
Wasting all my luck
I don’t wanna hit the ground if I ain’t gonna get back up
Money hit me with that bounce bounce
Calling me a schmuck
Just another runner-up
I think I finally had enough

Roll marijuana
Smoke marijuana
More marijuana
For paranoia
Yeah, you know the drill
Not controlling how I feel
And I’m always fucking up when I don’t wanna
Roll marijuana
Smoke marijuana
More marijuana
For paranoia
Yeah, you know the drill
Not controlling how I feel
And I’m always fucking up when I don’t wanna
Roll marijuana
Smoke marijuana
More marijuana
For paranoia
Yeah, you know the drill
Not controlling how I feel
And I’m always fucking up when I don’t wanna
Track Name: I Became My Brother
Oh no
Never thought that I would let go
Another tattoo on the torso
Only growing up through photos
Lover
Stepping out of my own comfort
That’s when I became my brother
Thirty minutes to recover

What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land

I got myself into this pickle and I must find my way out

Zipping, zipping, zipping
Bang, bang
Get it paid, fuck around I’m high today
Zipping, zipping, zipping
Bang, bang
Get it paid, fuck around and pass away
Zipping, zipping, zipping
I need a dollar, I’m pleading I’ll pay you back
Zipping, zipping, zipping
I need a dollar, I’m pleading I’m falling flat

What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
(It go down, down, down
Shimmy, shimmy around)
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
(It go down, down, down
Shimmy, shimmy around)
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
(It go down, down, down
Shimmy, shimmy around)
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
What’s the plan
Smoke a couple grams
On my shit like damn
(It go down, down, down
Shimmy, shimmy around)
In a trance
Up like Peter Pan
Never gonna land
Track Name: Patterns
Why am I silent?
I don’t riot
I don’t fight
And I’m losing my defiance
I just hide
In a house that’s so divided
I can’t fold
Why are you violent?
You’re just blinded
On our dime
And the water keeps on climbing
Patterns rise
And the men remain deciding
How to grow

Cavalry
Cavalry
Cavalry
(I make my money then I pay my share
And I kiss my hand while I say a prayer
My shoes get muddy and I cut my hair
Baby, it’s all part of the wear and tear)
Cavalry
(I make my money then I pay my share
And I kiss my hand while I say a prayer
My shoes get muddy and I cut my hair
Baby, it’s all part of the wear and tear)

I’ve been traveling all alone in the meadow
Mother, carry me away from the shadows
Show me love
Give me heaven up above
Show me love
Give me heaven up above
Show me love
Give me heaven up above
Show me love
Give me heaven up above

Cavalry
Cavalry
Cavalry
(I make my money then I pay my share
And I kiss my hand while I say a prayer
My shoes get muddy and I cut my hair
Baby, it’s all part of the wear and tear)
Cavalry
(I make my money then I pay my share
And I kiss my hand while I say a prayer
My shoes get muddy and I cut my hair
Baby, it’s all part of the wear and tear)
Track Name: Vanity
I ain’t myself
I’m on a spiral down
Broke with no job
Girlfriend gonna kick me out
Momma just called
Asked if I’m gonna figure it out
I better be in bed by 11 or 3 a.m.
This time around

And I run for miles, miles, miles
And I run for miles, miles, miles
And I run for miles, miles, miles
And I run for miles, miles, miles

Breathe
I search for 22 and now I’m feeling incomplete
Breathe
I swear I’m not ready for all I can be

Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Just another neck and neck
Looks like I’ll never finish
The race to find my gravity
There’s one more minute left for me
Track Name: Move On
I never wanna try
To oversimplify
The little things we hide
We tell another lie
That tends to amplify
The story of our lives
And I just can’t comply
I swear to god that
I never wanna try
To misidentify
Our little alibis
We’re fucking up our time
When we can’t recognize
The flash before our eyes
And I just can’t abide

So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long
So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long

I never wanna try
To oversimplify
The little things we hide
We tell another lie
That tends to amplify
The story of our lives
And I just can’t comply
I swear to god that
I never wanna try
To misidentify
Our little alibis
We’re fucking up our time
When we can’t recognize
The flash before our eyes
And I just can’t abide

So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long
So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long
So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long
So why don’t you just move on?
I just wanna see you move on
Why do we gotta prolong this more?
I don’t have time for war
And it’s been going on for too long
Track Name: Bubba
I had no expectations
Can’t trust my imagination
Spent my whole life rotating
In and out of complications
You had no reservations
Kept me with anticipation
Spent all my nights debating
How to set up our foundation

Planes
Trains
We can run away
Moving all around in the USA
Rain, rain on the Illinois grain
I don’t wanna wait for the clouds to change
Planes
Trains
We can run away
Moving all around in the USA
Rain, rain on the Illinois grain
I don’t wanna wait for the clouds to change

I never wanna waste a second of our time
Your light came down through revelations in the sky
Don’t let up
I won’t give up on loving you
I never wanna waste a second of our time
Your light came down through revelations in the sky
Don’t let up
I won’t give up on loving you
Oh yes it’s true, oh yes it’s true
I never wanna waste a second of our time
Your light came down through revelations in the sky
Don’t let up
I won’t give up on loving you
Oh yes it’s true, oh yes it’s true
I never wanna waste a second of our time
Your light came down through revelations in the sky
Don’t let up
I won’t give up on loving you
Oh yes it’s true, oh yes it’s true

Okay, Okay
Let’s get married on a Saturday
Track Name: Mildew
I can’t move
Stuck in truth

I’m speeding
Wake up every morning just to go through the bends
Never breaking habits that I know I should end
Paying the price
Falling again and again and again
I’m kneeling
Huddled in the corner where the mildew begins
Hidden under shadows and the walls that cave in
Playing with time
Stalling again and again and again

I’m having whiplash
Life moves on in a flash
I’m rushing through all of these moments
Never catching my breath
I’m having whiplash
Life moves on in a flash
I’m rushing through all of these moments
Never catching my breath
I’m having whiplash
Life moves on in a flash
I’m rushing through all of these moments
Never catching my breath
I’m having whiplash
Life moves on in a flash
I’m rushing through all of these moments
Never catching my breath

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